I'm not doing the best job at this cheerful crutching thing. I'm pretty much over it. I miss my life. My whole body hurts from hauling my bulk around on sticks, and sitting all the time. My foot has entered a new phase of healing where it aches and swells. I knocked it twice and am of course convinced that I jostled everything out of place and need to have surgery again to fix it. Then I have vague recollections of going through this before. I see the doctor tomorrow, so I'll get x-rays and either stop worrying or get very sad.
I've been doing my mat workouts. I miss cardio desperately. I'm hopeful that I can start swimming soon, and have been researching swim lessons. I really need to start liking swimming. I have a massage this morning and I don't know that I've ever needed one more. Everything hurts.
So yeah, basically I'm fairly miserable and whiney. I'm snacking too much and know that's just making me feel worse. I need to control what I can control, and deal with the rest.
easier said than done...
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